I Know You Would Understand!

But first,

Let us wish a very happy B’day to Devanshu!

Devanshu, as you all know,  is a beloved reader of this blog and more than that, he is someone who has constantly nurtured himself over the years and despite certain challenges that he faced and faces in his life,  lives his life beautifully. And to celebrate his this spirit, and the spirit of his unconditional love, I want you all to join hands and celebrate his B’day on this blogging platform, which as I always say, has become our home and in our home, celebrations are always welcome.

So, let us wish him a very rocking B’day and pray that may he be blessed with the choicest of gifts in his life. May he always enjoy his life to the fullest. May he gets what all he dreams and deserves in his life and be always happy.

Devanshu! our party is due 🙂

Next, I want you to understand.

What?

Let me try to explain you.

I have never felt Einstein theory of relativity as deeper as I feel now. There are various reasons and contexts to it and I know you too would know and understand with the passage of time, as things happen and events occur in your life, a single moment becomes too big and few hours just fly fast, how, you would never know. Is it so? You may ask. Yes, it is so would be the answer.

Anyhow, let us not discuss that, what I want to say in today’s post for which I have written the title of the blog, I Know You would Understand, is my main concern.

As the year is coming towards a new beginning, I changed the word ending deliberately, because end means a new beginning, sorry for the digression again, let me begin again, I have specific deadlines to meet and my thesis project to end in one sense and then begin again for my new venture.

I know how you appreciate what I write here, and honestly speaking more than you, I feel connected when I write for you and feel as if I am writing for myself, which is true in itself.

I feel good when I write, earlier, there was a sense of accomplishment which I use to feel towards the end of the post, there used to be planning and a lot of practice, but now, I know I have to write, I start writing, I see words on the page, they come on their own, I like and enjoy their company and this process of writing becomes therapeutic for me. I write because I like and more than you, which I claim that I write for you, I think I write for myself, because it makes me feel better, it gives me some control and power and I understand myself better and there are more reasons probably, which should not become point of discussion today, which I might have to explore more, but this reason is sufficient in itself that I write and enjoy and when you read, you too have something to read, enjoy and ponder over.

Now, the above paragraph, I don’t know how it is going to relate to this one. How does it matter? I don’t expect marks and critical comments from you, if you wish to, your most welcome. Let me put my point now, I shall not be responding to your comments till December 30, 2016. Earlier I thought to stop writing on blog, but then I gave a second though to it and decided to write blog but not to respond. And from New Year, in January 2017, I shall start responding to your comments once again.

I will read what you write in comments, like many of you read my blog but do not comment, in the same manner, because of reason which I am going to write in the next paragraph, I shall not be able to respond to you. And this what I mean, when I write, I hope you would understand.

I am working on my PhD thesis writing and reaching towards the end of it. I want more and more time and I am saving it in pockets to invest it on writing and other research projects. I hope, you all would understand, such work demands responsibility,  single-minded focus and audacity to complete it the way you dreamt and envisioned it (by the way, I have least participated in 500 and 1000 Rupees discussion and winning of Donald Trump in US elections, over cooked dal and turned white bread into black due to my forgetfulness, and I do not feel sorry for that as well).  A seclusion and detachment is required. I have cut myself from social media and use of apps for sometime, you also know that I don’t upload the posts on FB because I know who are the ones for whom my writing matters and for them I write and I am sure, you would understand now why I am asking you for this. To save more time.

Once I complete my project, I am sure, I will have more time to spend with you and lot many experiences, learning and episodes to share, which more than you, I would want to share with you at the earliest .

Believe me, there are moments of frustration, anxiety and worry, but with company of understanding people, who know what I need, what I want, how I respond and how can I accelerate my work, I know, I shall be able to complete my project faster and better than I expected.

I need your best wishes and blessings, which I know are always there, and your understanding, which again I know, is always there, just wanted to express it from my side.

Once again, before we meet next time, let us express to Devanshu, how much we all love, care and respect him, and wish him to celebrate his best Birthday ever.

And then, let me say these words to you, once again, I know you would understand!

God Bless!