Find

There is grief that is holding me tight. There is pain that is excruciating.

I feel giving up. How can I live without them? They are so near and dear to me. I feel them every minute, but I can’t see them. I have to be with them at home. I can’t stay here. They need me. I need them. I have to be at home. This havoc has taken my family away from me.

Dorjiee sensed anxiety and grief of Aum. “Go and seek permission from the Master. If he allows, you can go home,” consolingly suggested he.

Outpouring his pain, with tears in his eyes spoke Aum, “my words have freezed Dorjiee, I can’t talk to the Master.”

Holding his hand with compassion and love, Dorjiee took him to the Master’s room. The room was ajar, yellowish blue light coming out of it. Leaving him at the door, Dorjiee joined others in the completion of mural painting.

Wiping his tears, he opened the door and sat in front of the Master who was in his meditation. Aum looked at his radiant face that looked so blissful. The aura of the room, solitude and silence was sublime and he felt peace within.

Slowly the Master opened his eyes, “How are you?” gently asked he.

Sobbingly said Aum, “I don’t know.”

Loudly laughed the Master, melted in his mirth Aum.

“Then find.”

“What?” surprisingly asked Aum. 

Lovingly said the Master, “Your Purpose.”